Lame n idiotic: The jialat wk

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Morale low low low thou tis wk i cleared my icct in 1 try w/o being required 2 redo techniques. Despite of tis, performance is still deemed s "pathetic". Tis is nt the 1st time in which u put in efforts n yet unappreciated n sometimes worst get scolded unreasonably. On the other hand, if u did something wrong, irregardless 0f ure gd efforts, no second chance u will get punished severely.

In addition, when we wrk, we will wrk hard. When there's time 2 play we play hard. How can we mix the time 4 us 2 play wif wrk. If liddat will we ever giv ourselves 2 relax frm all the wrks. There muz b a distinct line between wrk n play @ certain situations. Imagine u bring a grp of ure cca students 2 Sentosa 4 some gathering. Hweva @ Sentosa, u made them go trainin 4 an incomin biathlon. Hw will they feel?

Haiz nxt wk my beginin of my so called 18th level of hell. I sometimes bcome veri sian liao. Frm nw on more things will b comin in. Just cant stop tikin abt them. Haiz i realli wrong time wrong place. Feel like givin up by dwngrade PES but cant bring myself 2 do it. Escapin away frm the prob is nt an option. Besides i will cause other pple 2 share my wrkload. Every1 alreadi got so much 2 do liao. By sharin mine they will hav even more 2 handle esp mingze n choon siang.

Nw plus the things mention @ the 1st paragraph realli make me less n less motivated.. Realli nothing 2 look 4ward 2 xcept 4 my every fri bkout. Ha if liddat i tik i got 2 attend counsellin liao... Haiz i m realli an incapable cmmder.