Lame n idiotic: March 2005

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Yesterday went wif huihan, andy, Gk n cai min 2 sentosa 2 recce 4 fitness orientation camp. So suay yesterday public hol alot pple fo there 4 fun but we go there do sai kang but oso nt veri bad lar. Due 2 long waitin list 4 bus, we bo bian walk all the way 2 sentosa. Den we spilt up 2 nan hua gang n non nan hua gang n continue our recce on foot separately. We went 2 almost all the places on the RHS of the island. I realli realise ubin is much bigger than sentosa lor. We oso went 2 the jungle trail n it was the place where my spider man joke starts. Caimin damn suay kenna kissed by a toad when he was takin photo. B4 we went back 2 the mainland, we went 2 our final stop, the sentosa beaches. Wah yesterday alot of pple lar n our eyes r oso realli eatin ice cream. haha. caimin last time told us tat his fren starred in the drug abuse advertisement s donovan if i nt wrong. den tat day we happened 2 c his another fren wif damn alot of tattoos. Since then, when he mentions tat he saw a fren, mi n gk will ask him which one chris, cheeky or donovan? After tat we went hme. Den 2day go yio chu kang gym wif gk n jm. Wah lao the machine there damn funny muz adjust accordin 2 heights den kenna kb by jm. summore some of the machines there r nt suitable 4 short pple like mi 2 use. Aiya tat gym nt short pple-friendly @ all. abt 2 wks never wrkout my body buai zai liao do abit den started 2 ache liao. muz really retrained back. den go pool wif jm b4 going hme. wah kenna thrashed n i keep scorin white balls. damn kei. After dinner wif family, we went 2 visit my aunts n cousins. Again play WE117 wif them again. My cousin oso showed mi his collection of colognes includin his new blv aquvas. All damn fragrant. Tis time go there shuo huo nt bad coz frm his magazine noe tat got new hugo cologne. i oso managed 2 borrow some movies 2 watch. Tis wk finally can relax 4 a while!

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

1 wk of holiday so fast past n 4 papers oso taken liao. Time realli flies. Durin hol, spend much of my time slpin n studyin than studyin. Somemore suay 4 4 days dwn with flu. nw still sufferin frm the aftermath, sore throat. damn pissed alot of things cannot eat, esp spicy n fried fd. Thru out the hol, only study chem n econs most, maths n physics hardly touch. Luckily onli test on few topics or else can realli go fly kite liao. Tis time tik i can do much better than last yr ba, esp maths. now onli can wrk hard 4 the comin physic paper. Dun wan 2 get 11% again damn xia suay. if realli get bad result after realli strivin hard, i may hav 2 consider 2 drop a subj liao. Hai after tis block test, nightmare again coz got 2 sit dwn n work w fitness club 4 orientation camp n jc 1 intake. wah all the paper work n meetin realli hao sei ar! Den nw so pathetic onli abt 10 jc1s confirm stay in fitness now muz realli drag pple in or else tat baba confirm come n screw us up. pple readin my blog if u noe ani j1 who dunno wad cca 2 join n nt interested in ure cca, recommend them 2 fitness club. Ri xin yi shan ba. Erm 2 much craps liao. All the best 4 ure block tests

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Last few wks r really un4getable, alot of problems, damn pissed n frustrated. Durin this period, realli tik alot n reflect alot compared 2 norm times. Ever since sec sch n up till now, i realli dun even noe much abt myself n dun even noe wad i realli wan. Things like m i really tat optimistic n happy go lucky, m i a person who is confident of myself, do i hav self-esteem, do i spare a thought 4 others n lastly m i tikin 2 much or expectin 2 much will always appear on my mind when i do self reflection. No matter how hard i try, i realli cant giv myself a satisfactory ans. Inside mi now is realli total mess. Everything seems 2 b jumbled up. Dunno y i always self contradict just cant put an end 2 it. sumtime when i do sumthing, inside mi i dun realli intend 2 do it n inside mi things i want 2 do, but end up not doin it juz find xcuse n avoid. always end up doing things without tikin, just based on my instinct which most of the time is wrong. Up till now, there r quite a number of things tat i realli cant 4get n makes mi feel regretful up till now. haha pple always say failure can serve s a experience. 4 mi, xin hui yi lan or che ti si bai nan yi zhan qi lai le. Bside a happy future family, happy future career, alot of frens, i realli dunno wad i wan in my life liao or m i askin 4 2 much? heng ar along these yrs got buddies in sec sch like shuheng, kel, shengjie, dog 2 entertain n make my lives happi n meaningful even up till now. Oso hav a nice n supportive family.Now, even got a gd klass, gd ct, gd cca, gd frens. Realli grateful 2 alex, rich, jiaming, ghim kui, aaron, huifang, alvin 4 ure advices n words of encouragement tat really helps mi alot. Mayb these qns hav 2 b solved by myself eventually ba.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Even though tis few wks quite problematic 4 mi, i still manage 2 celebrate my so called mum (Richard) bday wif him on last sat. Haha tat day mornin go kbox 4 the early bird promotion. Wah realli sing 4 3 hrs until damn shiok lor. Tat day we budget sav $$ by smugglin drinks we brought frm ntuc n let alex carry 3 1.5litres of water in2 kbox coz tat day only he brought his sling bag. after kbox, mi, alex, mum n wh accompany jm go buy hp cover. Damn funni the hp store hp cover hav inflation of $4 per day. jm 1st day go $4, den 2nd day $8 den on sat $12. Haha he bobian, curse n buy tat cover lor. After tat went wif weehong, "mum", weiguang. weichen n hweepeng 2 watch movie. Ha tat day we oso took a neoprint b4 startin our search 4 tickets wah damn funni lor run like havin amazin race 2 lido den 2 PS 4 white noise movie ticket. Damn suay coz cant get tickets in both cinemas. But heng marina sq still got seats. wah tat day realli all chicken meal lor. kbox eat chic rice, cine eat lemon chic rice, marina eat chicken hor fun. Along the way realli hav a veri gd chat wif mum. he realli told mi n enlighten mi alot of stuffs. White noise is a nice movie lor. Nt realli scary but got 1 scene realli shocked mi rest still ok lar. Thru tat movie it realli enlightens mi on EVP s 1 of an aspect of paranormal activity. overall, tat day was great n fun goin out wif them n can oso c tat mum is veri happi which is veri gd. Hopefully, after BT1, we can catch another movie 2gether.

Sigh tis few wks quite suay n jialat. Last wk took my nafa test. Tot that i can @ least get a silver. But in the end damn disappointed coz i failed the test bcoz of standin board jump while the rest results r gd. Mayb i too focus on trainin upper body n 4getin abt my legs. Bobian lar realli need 2 do calf raisers 2 train up 2 april nafa test. Wah yesterday, left wif 15min of gym duties, i go play bball wif hm n jm. In the end, baba saw n eventually scolded every1 includin ghim kui n andy who r nt on duty oso. Bcoz of my irresponsible behaviour, i coz every1 2 knock it dwn 20 n gk 40 n wasted their 1hr of time gettin lecture frm baba. wo zhen de heng guo yu bu qu ye heng dui bu qi ta men. S a shift in charge of gym duty i shld nt do tis n i feel realli guilty 4 it, draggin pple dwn wif mi n simply took my teacher's trust 4 granted. i realli ought 2 b punished. Realli sorri andy, gk n jiahua 4 it. Sigh.... every1 will hav a strong belief in something. However, even though u strongly believe in something, i realli tik tat opinions by others can realli affect u despite ure strong blief. It is like drinkin blended ice in an air con rm. U keep tellin ureself u can endure the coldness. However, ure body overcome ure mind n u start 2 tremble wif coldness even though u keep tellin ureself u can endure. I keep tellin myself nvm but i oso dunno y it still affects my xiang fa. Realli wtf! so suay alreadi yet i still encounter friendship prob wif 1 of my frens which is veri rare. Quite sometimes i realli tik i m in the wrong but sometimes i realli dunno wad the person wans. I realli try 2 give in 2 tat person n yet..aiya. Now i keep wonderin 2 myself wad friendship realli means n will minor things affect it? Pls giv mi some enlightenments. 3 days ago my ex employer called mi up n wen huo wo. she also told mi tat her new company lookin 4 part timer n asks whether i wan 2 come out on this thurs nite 2 discuss abt the job. on hearin tat, i was veri happi tat got a job 4 mi summore part time n i might b able 2 work once a wk. durin the past 6 mths, without job, i quite gu yu bu qu coz my mum n dad keep payin 4 my fone bills, internet n bus concession. Sumemore i had 2 hou zhe lian pi n ask 4 $$ if i wan 2 go out. if i hav wrk tis will nt happen liao. Howeva, my academic still like shit lor but i realli feel like takin tis job 4 a try 1st if it is possible. now i still dunno whether i shld meet her on thurs. Sigh... 2day oso my fault again. told mr lim joon ling 2 go philatelist museum 2day n in the end all the guys nt goin n i made him angry by nt informin him tat no 1 wan 2 go earlier. but heng last min some guys n gers r realli willin 2 help mi n we went. realli grateful tat they helped mi out but sorry 4 takin up ure time. luckily mr lim eventually 4giv mi or else i will feel realli veri bad wif wad happened yesterday n he even help us out 4 the ymca comp. Haiz.... realli dunno wad's wrong wif mi.