Lame n idiotic: 42SAR 5th n 6th wk

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Last last wk wk was my 1st outfield cmbt team mission. Tues evenin we moved out n stopped @ a place 4 laager n set up camo net. Wah my men like go 4 picnic brought alot of canned food such s pork cubes n tibbits 2 eat. I diff i outfield no appetite 2 eat wan such tat i can survive on 2 packets of biscuits 4 1 meal. Wonder hw they got their appetite 2 eat. Den we rested n slpt inside the tank. Wah the tank super cramped up but ha i still ended up slpin in it.

3am i moved out wif my tank plt 2 an objective 2 provide support based fire. On the other hand the AIs includin sgts got 2 dismount n do abt 5 km of bashin 2 enemy objective. My AI bunkmate, Darren told me they even hav 2 cross drain up 2 knee lvl. Ha heng i no need 2 dismount. On the obj, i got 2 go help my men chop tree n leaves 2 camo the tank. The shitty CB leave super useless 1hr den withered liao defeat the purpose of camoing the tank liao. It is called CB leaf bcoz it looks like .....

Thruout tank plt quite slack. We nvr dismount but we juz park somewhere 2 guard axis or provide support based firing. We dun even need 2 dig shellscrape unlike our AI frens. But when went back 2 wash tank, S & maintenance plus cleanin of weapon we r @ disadvantage due 2 the lack of manpwr. Tat wk fri we got 2 go outfield again 4 42 SAR operational ready parade.

Sat i went sim lim sq 2 get my psp 4 abt 400 wif some modifiders plus accessories. Nw i regret gettin a 1gb mem stick which can onli put a bit of games onli. End up i got another 2 gb mem stick s well. Dumb rite? Went kbox wif my army frens plus play LAN. Nxt day i almost got sore throat n flu but after restin bcame ok liao. Anw thx alot jeremy 4 the lunch n liang teh.

Tis wk quite slack lar n tat's y our pc allowed us 2 clear leave. mz mon n tues, cs wed n thurs while me take fri. Hwevea, tis wk got alot of physical trng. Let's start wif the monday cmder trng. Tat's the killer. SBJ across parade sq 2 n fro, Shuttle run across parade sq 2 n fro, human wheel barrow 2 n fro across half parade sq, bridge plus runnnin arnd parade sq. After 1 rnd of such circuit alot of us r dyin liao. Frm tat day onwards our legs ache like siao.

Tues our pc conducted PT. Tis time rnd nt so jialat but due 2 the prev day 1 my leg really goin 2 crumple liao. After tat play frisbee wif my men, pc n ps. 1 time frisbee dropped 5 push ups. Wah i record holder 4 tat day, did abt 200 plus of pushups n i realli dunno y i cant catch properly... But some throws r realli 2 high 4 me lar... Wed battalion run n i suay suay kena demostrator 4 warm up, static wrkup n cooldwn. Need 2 stand on table n show pple all the exercises despite my achin legs... Thurs best the whole coy bked out @ 1 liddat 2 go 4 half day off while i can juz go n enjoy my leave until monday. Haha!

Sigh last wk i almost get my frens in2 trouble 4 my wrong decision. I covered up my gunner's serious offence n asked my frens 2 help me out in hidin it frm my ps. I dunno whether i m helpin him ar nt by doin tis but i juz wan 2 let it b the 1st n last warnin 2 him. Dunno y ps got a witness n kept askin us whether we got c the incident. Heng my frens all say no n he was nt persistent in continue checkin. If he is persistent, i tik i will get myself in2 dip shit n draggin along my frens in s well... Sigh 2pid rite made such decision 2 saboh my fren. Nw hope tat my gunner will understand n appreaciate our help.

Up till nw my decision makin is still like shit. Dun tok abt army, in my normal civilian life oso. Always tik 2 much which affect me frm makin a firm decision. I hav 2 admit tat i scare 2 fail or i m quite 好胜 which oso affects my decision makin. Things i ought 2 do n things i ought 2 give i eventually nvr do it. Bcoz of tis pple might tik tat i m a bastard or i 忘恩负义 which i tik i realli am... Den end up lamentin n regrettin in silence. Haiz tok abt change... by the time i change 2 late liao.

Nxt wk got outfield hopefully i can clear my leave ba.