Lame n idiotic: Posting

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Monday we learnt abt chemical defence. Got 2 wear the mask n the special suit machaim like astronaut liddat. The suit is like winter clothing quite warm inside. Den learn some drills frm video which mostly involve decontamination by usin some powder substance. The urine n defecating drill in chem affected area are the most funny 1. 1st decon glove 2nd decon pants 3rd decon areas tat will b touched...even toilet paper oso decon. By tat time, u decon finish i tik i might pee or shit on my pants liao. @ the same time, the demostrator in the video act until veri awkward liddat. @ nite, went 4 PTI trial wif 3 frens which juz involve swimmin. Walau eh long time nvr swim liao n we r supposed 2 swim 50m freestyle followed by 50m breaststroke. Worst of all, @ the start, all juz chiong After the 50m freestyle, super shagged.

Tues mornin went 2 the smoke chamber wif the "astro" suit n mask. Once i stepped in n they burnt the tear gas pellet, i began 2 smell smoke in my mask n my lip gettin hotter which it is not supposed 2. Super suay. In there, we do some exercises like jumpin jet, den we do the canister changin drill 2 change our filter. Lastly, we had 2 remove our mask, open our eyes n say our rank, name n NRIC. The sgt saboh me after sayin once ask me repeat again. Wah i started coughin like siao plus my face like being applied wif wasabe super hot. The worst is step out of the smoke chamber. Wah the wasabe becomes chilli padi n mucus n tears start 2 come dwn. I realli "cry" like siao lar. After tat bkout n end up in hme now.

Tis wk i oso got my final interview wif my sgt in which he showed me my overall result 4 the whole course. Ha the result is realli unexpected lar esp my peer appraisal which i tot i will nt fare so well. After showin my result he began 2 tok abt my strgth n weakness. His comment abt poor decision makin is oso realli wad i tik abt myself- indecisive. I a lot of time cant realli make decision n dun dare 2 risk wif a decision which may fail. Worst of all, is keep worryin abt tis n tat which leads 2 indecisiveness. Realli 坏习惯 liao!

4 more days 2 POP. Tolong tolong tis yr all i wan is just let me get in2 PTI. Bein PTI shiok lar everyday 8-5pm onli somemore got free time can go gym or train. No more camo, no more field camp. Hwever the graduatin is super horrible. Swim dunno hw mani k, den fbo clear soc, finally 5k run in fbo. No matter wad tis is so far the best postin liao...