Lame n idiotic: 16 days

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Time realli flies. Left wif 16 days 2 army liao but super jialat s quite a no of things not prepared yet. Haven go n made black plastic spec, haven run a 2.4km yet, haven buy tis n tat. So got 2 organise abit 4 the nxt few wks. 2ml go swim, gym den run n time my 2.4km. If under such circumstances n i can still run abt 10min plus, wah i will b veri satisfired liao liao. Den thurs got 2 wait 4 singtel pple come 2 check on my internet connection. Act supposed 2 go kbox wif jm they all but in the end cant liao due 2 tis. Realli pai sei jm. Fri trngin day again. Sigh job lobang oso gone case liao n go out oso need 2 spend $$ which i dun hav much liao.

4 the nxt wk shld oso b liddat ba coz nuthing much liao xcept 4 preparation.Tik tis remainin wks will b quite difficult n hard 2 pass. After 2 memorable yrs in sajc wif fitness n 04S72, it can b quite difficult 2 move on wif another chapter of life. Ha mayb thru tis process i will learn hw 2 let go ba. Ha but life is nt so unfair afterall coz i m able 2 enter BMTC sch 2 wif alv, stanley n yuqiang on the same day n on the same time slot. Who noes later end up all 3 of us @ diff company. It will b realli like 一场欢喜一场空. A glimmer of hope shatters. Ha no matter wad, tat's life rite. Anw juz checked tat on 7 March will b our passin out parade 4 sch 2 pple while sch 1 pple on 8 march.

Happen 2 come across a story so decide 2 share wif all of u. Ha it may sounds childish. There was a farmer who had a farm @ a remote place. One day, he managed 2 find an injured bird wif a beautiful set of glittering silver feathers on the hill so he decided 2 bring it back 2 nurse its wound. The silver bird was veri glad that the farmer saved its life n everyday it wld sing melodiously 2 the the farmer. The farmer realli felt tat the beautiful silver bird was realli like a gift frm heaven 4 him. He wld feed n praise the bird everyday until 1 day.

On tat day, a woodcutter who was restin @ the farmer's place told the farmer tat he once saw a gold bird whose feather is alot of times more beautiful than the silver bird n its singin is much more melodious than the silver bird. Upon hearin tat, the farmer attitude 2wards the silver bird change. He sighed n told the silver bird tat no matter hw much it sang n hw many rnds it flew arnd him, the gold bird in his mind will still b much better than it. The silver bird was sad 2 hear tat.

On its day of recovery, it flew arnd n sang 2 the farmer 4 the last time n left the farmer. Just s the silver bird was flyin 2wards the settin sun, the farmer began 2 realise tat the gold bird was actually the silver bird under the settin sun when the sunlight shone on its feather. All along, the farmer had the gold bird s his possession but yet he dunno hw 2 cherish it n thus he ended up wif nothing.

No matter wad b content wif wad u hav n cherish them. Who noes the something u wanted is arnd u n yet u nvr realise it. By the time u realise it, it mayb 2 late liao. Or u realise it n yet didnt do anithing but wait 4 things 2 happen or make the wrong decision just like the farmer. Ultimately, u might lose it n end up regrettin like the farmer. Howeva, there r always certain circumstances tat will inevitably lead 2 such outcome. Since the beginin, u tell ureself u dun wan 2 regret n thus u r goin 2 do something abt it. But in the end it is the situation or the circumstance which realli leaves u @ ure wit's end despite ure eagerness 2 do something abt it. 束手无策. Ha enuff of crap time 2 end liao.