Lame n idiotic: BT result & outin wif sec sch buddies

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Yesterday mr lim gav our klass sort of wake-up call 4 all of us. Can c tat he is quite disappointed wif our behaviour & attitude 2wards getting things done. Frm his scoldin, i realli tik tat 1 of the things he said, "the more pressure you hav, the more disciplined u shld be" tis sentence realli make alot of sense 2 mi. Den yesterday finally settle my proposal for amazing race. tis time amazin race shld b better due 2 the introduction of detours n fast-forwards. 2day 4 fitness club, we onli plan n prepare ourselve 4 orientation nxt wk. After fitness, went out wif my sec sch buddies, kel n dog. Long time never c them liao. Ha they r still the same, keep kbing mi or each other. We went 2 eat @ taka den walked arnd orchard. Along the way, we talked abt our lives in jc n crack jokes like my new CNB malay advertisement. S 2day is april fool day, they try 2 bluff mi by sayin things like my ex-classmate got pregnant which is damn ridiculous lar. in the end i fall in2 their trap by believin dog joins YJC bball team coz i tik his bball skill is gd. We oso mentions things in the past, includin the issue that used 2 b sensitive 4 mi. Luckily, just b4 my prelim exam, i manage 2 get over it or else i wont b in sajc during the 1st 3 mths. since then, i realise it is very 2pid 4 u 2 zi bao zi qi. no pple will sympathise u instead they might laff or look dwn @ u. Just simply dwelling on the past n not tikin abt the future n tikin 4 yourselves will nt do u ani gd n neither will it help u 2 salvage the situation nor change the situation. In the end, the situation might worsen, causin u 2 sink deeper w it. @ the same time, pple who care 4 u n hav high expectations on u esp ure parents will b worried sick. Don't u feel tat u dui bu qi ta men when u gu fu their qi wan n tat u bai fei their yang yu zi en? jie jiu xiao chou is indeed quite useful but in the LR, it will b bad 4 ure health. In the end, u still hav 2 depend on ureself instead of tikin tat pple will help u. wad's the purpose of pple keep helpin u n thru the process, u end up learnin nothing n becomin more dependent on others n remain in tis state of mind when tis type of thing happen again. Wad will happen if no1 help u? u realli got 2 break ure xin li zhang ai no matter how difficult it is. yesh frens r supposed 2 help u out in times of crisis but they cant help u out in everything s not all person r perfect n they will oso hav their own probs 2 solve. Bang ni fan er hai le ni. u ureself play an impt role of gettin rid of ure own probs n no matter how cruel the reality can be, life still has 2 go on. Afterall, wad i say may b right n wrong 2 diff pple but tis is juz wad i tik n i m juz sharin my opinion based on some of my experiences n other pple's teachings which i learnt